Devotee words – One evening I got a call and the talk which happened hurted my heart so badly . That I just wanted to die that moment and I was like why ? Why this to me ? I told guruji in my head . I am so tired and my heart hurts so much and I can’t take it anymore . Please I just want to die now I can’t take it . And I got angry and told him – When Radha drank hot milk, Krishna feet got burnt . Because in Radha’s heart she kept Krishna feet . I keep your feet in my heart don’t you feel the pain which I am feeling in my heart . Don’t you know how much hurt I am . I told him again and again I don’t want to live . It was my Immaturity , that I lost control of my words when sadness and anger surrounded me. And then after 2 days somehow I got pulled to meet Babaji he was coming to near by city after been out of country for 2 months. While driving to the venue I knew I did wrong, and I should have controlled my words. The moment we reached to the venue I looked at his feet first and Guruji again showed that he is listing everything and his love is infinite and that he took my pain to his feet . What I saw was his right toe was hurt and nail was completely blue . I prostrated before my guru and he kept on smiling . Later after the program we all sat and had tea with him and then he told a funny story as all devotees present there was worried about his feet . He said I was trying to be a perfect husband and wife told me I can iron your shirt but I said – “no no I will do it my self” and then while trying to keep the iron board back the iron felt in my toe . And he laughed. His Leela is hard to understand. That why he told the story that – He was trying to be a perfect husband and got hurt . And he said always listen to your wife when she want to help you let her help.
Guru ji leela 🙏🙏🙏
And guru ji love is infinite
His presence is everywhere
